Sometimes I wish I could explain and say things in words that are so plain

Sometimes I wish everything would be alright and I could smile again

Sometimes I wish life would go on, the way I wanted it to go but I know now, I’ve got nothing to gain

Sometimes I wish I could get rid of all those thoughts running in my brain

Sometimes I wish I could let go of this pain and stop sounding like an insane

Sometimes I wish I could say I no more want to feign, or feel this sprain

Sometimes I wish I could shed off all that is running in my vein, but it’s futile again for you may treat me with disdain

Sometimes I wish I would not have friends to stab me in my back or ditch me again and again

Sometimes I wish we would all live in a world unselfish, without thinking of something to gain

Sometimes I wish, meritocracy would reign and I would not have to endure this feeling of being a burden time and again

Sometimes I wish I could be selfish like my own people and think of my own personal gains but it’s not in my nature and thus I have to go through hellish pain

Sometimes I wish it was easy to live in harmony but it’s all about being entangled in a complicated chain

Sometimes I wish I was a kid again, free from worries, where skinned knees were easy to fix than your unemployment issue, wanting to be loved issue, wanting to have unselfish people around, but again these things I cannot obtain

Sometimes I wish I could be a body without brain and lead the life where I was not being taught too much to make me that insane

Sometimes I wish I could explain what is killing me  inside, but as I look, this world becomes even more mundane

Sometimes I wish I was my life’s own captain, but nothing in my life seems certain

Sometimes I wish I never said “sometimes”; everything seems like a bargain, and still much I can’t complain in vain, else you’ll say I am an insane; or even a birdbrain.Sometimes...


I just go on do things naturally whatsoever I feel to do, whatsoever I feel to say because I don't have any obligation to anybody, I don't have any commitment to anybody. I don't belong to any party line. I am absolutely free to be funny, to be shocking. I don't even bother about contradicting myself because to me it seems a person who remains consistent his/her whole life must be an idiot. A growing person has to contradict himself/herself many times because who knows what tomorrow brings in? Tomorrow may cancel this day completely. I am ready to go on with life with no hesitation. Contradictions have something of tremendous value. They appear a contradiction to the intellect. But deep down contradictions are compensatory. They depend on each other.

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